Well, you can't be that man I adored
You don't care, don't seem to know
What your heart is for
Well, I don't know you anymore
It's not right
The feeling I get when I try to push you aside
I leave your thoughts inside my head
They are pleasant and they're bitter
Those memories are not that beautiful anymore
It was an illusion
A disconcerting diffusion of my life
Shall I live, die or shall I strife?
After if I feel I have let you go by
God listens to prayers that are true
From the heart while I screamed I love you
I prayed thrice for this love to die
Inside my heart, it's a little bare
Baren such a forest in heaven
It was filled with beauty under moonlight
It was true, a vision of my past in sight
But will I succumb or truly fight?!
I'm scared, I'm out of luck
I don't miss it all that much
If it's a life let it die
WIth the whisperings of my emotions
When they call out
With all my love to you... 
Don't listen, you'll be lost forever
I beseech my heart to let go of what it feels
I don't need to actually let it heal
I'll let it pass through me
With the way I'm torn
Was it just a lullaby?
When your heart sang
And kisses lingered on me
Was it passion?
Or was it chemistry?
I don't care, you've no right!
Over me, or on my soul that thrives!
In ways I can't define
Once bitten, but I'll never be shy
Nobody knows you like I do...
Cuz this world won't understand
I grow stronger in your hands!
Now my devotion is fading...
And my love diminishing out of sight
I won't put up any fight
I don't need to mourn, I need to cry
You're a little late, I won't give in or give away
Gladness in my life without you wont make me mourn
As I feel already torn...